how can i move on, when i'm still in love with you?

i'm trying to think about not being with you and i think i'll be okay. but then i think about everything i'm going to miss out on; like the way your face looks as your trying to block the wind from whipping your face or the cute little smile you do after we kiss or when your pissed off about something and you flick my thumb back and forth really quickly. i'm not gonna see those creases near your lips curve or watch the bumps around your eyes. i won't be able to hug you when you're looking sad, i won't be able to tell you how stupid you sound when you say your nose is too big and i won't be able to grab your hand tighter when i can see you're upset. i won't be able to tell you what my new favourite song is or how much i miss you. i won't be able to go to formal with you, i won't be able to smile and say "yep, me and him are still going out." i'm going to be in a foul mood everyday at school and not just because i won't be able to call you mine or talk to you, but because i won't be able to sleep. i can't sleep with you on my mind anyway; i'm not going to be okay, i'm going to be utterly broken.