I'm sorry your step-father treats you badly, I'm sorry you're so cut off from reality that you can't have a real relationship with anyone. (I tried really hard to change that.) I'm sorry I left when I knew you needed me and had no one. But just like everyone else, I had my own family problems. I'd been treated badly aswell but I was still trying to love you with every cell in my body and to be honest, you deserved to have no one in the end of it. When I see your messages and you say you're doing good? I know you're lying and that always leaves me satisfied.