Sunday, May 16, 2010

he asked me, "why don't you love him anymore? eight months is a long time." and i said "he turned into a complete asshole. he changed alot." when honestly, i don't even know what happened. yes, he did change and yes i changed aswell. but if two people were so in love 'changing' doesn't seem like something that would get in their way. yes, i was in love with him. i was crazy in love with him. i was so in love with him i didn't see how bad he treated me. i'm going to have to say - moving schools ruined everything. my grades went ape shit. i eventually lost my 'best friend' that treated me like shit everyday. i lost my boyfriend and eventually, alot of people hated me. they still do. but i do not regret anything i've done or anyone i've lost even though everyday i look at these people that used to be a huge part of my life and think 'what happened' but i never think 'i need them.'

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