i want to tell you how much it hurts when she comes up and hugs you all and how i hate just sitting there for those few lonely seconds, but i know you will say how nice she is or something. i can't help but always clench my jaw and look away because it disgusts me. she makes me want to vomit. i hate her like i can't explain. but the thing i really hate? is that, i was her best friend and yet, i still got no apology. she never tried to make up with me.