i want to be able to kiss who ever i feel like kissing, i want to be able to hold anyones hands, i want to dance and sing with people, i want to go out and do whatever it is for us to have not just a good time, but a time that we won't forget. i want to be able to tell my friends that i love them to death without some having to have an opinion about it. i never wanted to be tied down in a relationship with anyone. no, you didn't just fuck up once. it was every single time you did that has amounted to what happened a few hours ago. yes i will miss the constant reasurance that having a boyfriend gives, but i don't need it. i'm sorry but you were holding me back from all these amazing things that i should be expeirencing. just please forgive me because i can't deal with me being the reason you don't go to school, i can't deal with knowing that i'm the reason you won't get your year ten. it's really important you do it deion, maybe not for me anymore. but for yourself.