and as i took that final breath i felt alive. i haven't lost anything except my mind, expect a thousand confessions that you will not find. i try to take off my head sometimes because i can't escape the memories. i sold my soul to stop the pain, hoping you'd set me free. my mistake for wasting yours and mine. when you mentioned drugs all i thought was sober, when you mentioned blue all i thought was colour. 'cause i've seen the days where there's nothing i can hold onto with my broken hands, i'm not thinking that i should anyway. so i leave holding nothing, i don't care what you say because it makes no difference if i throw it away! i'll be just fine pretending i'm not, i'm far from lonely and it's all that i've got. oh what a beautiful night to die. kill, smile, cut it out for me this time, smile. was it worth it? she had an earthquake on her mind. this time i'm not going to watch myself die. liar, liar, stopping your soul from catching fire, fire. you lied to the angels, said i stabbed you to death? a scream that's loud enough to wake the dead. we are the light in the tunnel, we are living and dieing. take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars. it's hard to say that i was wrong, it's hard to say i miss you. since you've been gone it's not the same. it's hard to say i've held my tongue, it's hard to say if only. since you've been gone it's not the same. kiss me like you did, my heart stopped beating. i'm melting in your eyes. i lost my place, i could stay awhile. just stay with me, lay with me. this is one more time to say i love you always, and keeping faith, letting love find a way.