i knew you would do this, i just fucking knew it. as soon as my relationship status goes to single. "are you okay? what happened?" you haven't spoken to me in nearlly two weeks, what makes you think you have any right to know my buisness? i had a plan to throw it all in your face, make you feel as shitty as i do. make YOU feel alone and like you have no one you can talk to properly. i knew the exact words i'd say to you, but as soon as you started talking to me all of the words just seemed to not make any sense and not be appropiate. just mean. just because i'm having a bad time doesn't mean i have to make it difficult for you aswell. i ignored your questions and just asked you why we hadn't spoken in ages. "school." seemed to be the only excuse you could come up with. i probably sound like an idiot but you have been online and it's not hard to leave me a simple message asking how things have been lately. i miss you and i need you and i love you and i want you to be here instead of over there. (the worst part? i don't think you feel the same anymore.)