"i'm going to be honest, i want you to say 'i love you.'" when i read the first sentence, all i said to myself was 'i just can't.' but then you said. "i bitched school today because i was angry and i wanted to be alone because i needed to think. i don't know what i'm going to do next year, i'm thinking about going to CIT or just try to find a job. i really don't want to go to school anymore. unless i go back to boarding school."