"and if i make it through today, will tomorrow be the same? am i just running in place? if i stumble, if i fall should i get up and carry on or will it all just be the same? 'cause i'm young and i'm hopeless. i'm lost and i know this. i'm going nowhere fast, that's what they say. i'm troublesome, i've fallen. i'm angry at my father. it's me against this world and i don't care." "we all bleed the same way as you do, and we all have the same things to go through. hold on if you feeling like letting go, hold on, it gets better than you know." i sung these lyrics with the biggest fucking smile.