i don't like that you're the person that dictates my happiness, you don't notice so 'dictate' might be the wrong word. but when you do make me happy and when we are getting along, i don't seem to remember any of the things you've done. i like just being friends with you. i like talking about things we shouldn't, i like talking about 'the good old days' as you call them with you, i like telling you whatever the fuck i'm feeling, i like talking to you about girls, i like talking to you about boys. yesterday i looked at you and realized, i used to be in love with you and now that i'm not, it's okay. i just need to remember that things will be okay.