if you speak to him again you will:

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   start shaking uncontrollaby. 2. you will feel the need to throw up. 3. he'll push those walls of "not caring" right down. 4. you will feel worse. 5. you will hate yourself for it. 6. you'll be giving him what he wants. 7. he will try and take the place of being the victim. 8. you'll be giving him satisfaction, when you know he doesn't deserve it. 9. you'll make him think that he can get whatever he wants. 10. most importantly, you need to remember that if you let him make you nervous or scared, that he still has control over you. show him you don't care, show him what he's missing, show him that there will never be another next time. now do you want this? no, you don't. you've been working too hard to let someone like him to bring you down. so stop.