i'm confused and am getting pretty frustrated. i understand that you have things going on at home, and that your dad is sick. but that's all you have to tell me. "hey emmylou, i'm not sure if i can handle a relationship right now." or "hey emmylou, i'm a little shy and am not sure on how to go about this." because honestly, i don't know if i can handle a relationship right now and i don't know how to go about this either. you can't just hook up with me at my party, spend the night with me in my bed and then not speak to me. you can't then hook up with me at another party, hold my hand, kiss me goodbye infront of a room full of people and tell me how you "really like me" and then not speak to me, because i know it wasn't some ordinary hook up, i've had them and that wasn't it. i'm starting to think that you don't really want anything to happen, and i've started the also get the thought that you were using me - which i'm really hoping isn't the case.