"no boy is worth your teenage years."

i know i'm confusing, i know i'm unfair and i know i'm a bitch and you know you're exactly the same. but this, right here, this thing i'm putting you through for the second time is me trying to prove something to myself. i know i'm not one of those pathetic girls that needs a boy to complete her happiness, but you just make my life so much better. you just make it easier to get out of bed in the mornings. i guess i never make any sense and i guess i'm accepting that, but i'm doing this so i can have try to depend on myself again, and make my friendships stronger, to try new things. (you falling out of love with me may happen, and that scares me.)

sometimes i hate you because i can't not be in love with you. despite everything you've done to me, i still love you. i'm sure my friends think i'm an idiot for the amounts of chances i've given you and am continuing to give you, but i just always seem to end up at your feet and i don't know why.

i'm not going to go back to you simply because you deserve better. you deserve a girl who won't change her mind everyday, a girl who's can give you everything i can't and a girl who can talk to you about what she's feeling, but the thought of you actually finding this girl and the thought of you being with someone other than me is worse than the feeling of never being good enough for you.

what is wrong with me?

go away, give me a chance to miss you. say goodbye, it'll make me want to kiss you. i love you so much more when you're not here. watching all the bad news, drinking all of my beer. i don't believe adam and eve spent every god damn day together. if you give me some room there will be enough room for two. leave me alone, i'm lonely. i don't wanna wake up with another, but i don't always wanna wake up with you either. no you can't hop into my shower, all i ask is for one fucking hour. you taste so sweet but i can't eat the same thing everyday. i'm cutting off the phone, leave me the fuck alone. tomorrow i'll be begging you to come back home.

john mayer.

even if you think the flame has died, there's atleast one lyric that'll hit the last hot spot, and then you'll find yourself as fucked as you were the day you lied and said you never wanted to see him again.

who's to say what's impossible? well they forget this world keeps spinning and with each new day i can feel a change in everything. as the surface breaks reflections fade but in some ways they remain the same. and as my mind beings to spread its wings, there's no stopping curiosity. i want to turn the whole thing upside down, i'll find the things they say just can't be found. i'll share this love i find with everyone. we'll sing and dance to mothernature's songs. i don't want this feeling to go away.

we were just kids in love, the summer was full of mistakes that we wouldn't learn from. the first kiss stole the breathe from my lips, why did the last one tear us apart?