i believe that if you really, really want something? if you wish for it very hard? if you think about it all the time? if you try really hard to get it? then you will get it, regardless of anyting. i guess it's stupid, then again so am i. what a thing to believe, considering lots of things could be getting in your way or considering what you want isn't even real. the thing i've been wanting for so long? is to let you go and to forget about you. i don't want you to own my heart anymore. the reason i think i can't let you go is because parts of me don't want to. my memory is all i have left of you because you are never coming back to me, you will never change and you will never be who i thought you were. the reason i get so angry with myself is because i know i should let go, i know it's un healthy the ways i've been getting through the day with you on my mind. it's not that i'm still in love with you because i'm really not and it is most deffinatly not that i want you. i am just slowly letting you out of my system and writing about it helps. how does one person just all of a sudden forget about someone like you anyway?
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