i was just watching the notebook and had to turn it off because it reminded me of you and i too much, for some stupid reason. mostly the part where "they didn't agree on much, in fact, they rarely agreed on anything. they fought all the time and they challenged each other everyday, but despite their differences they had one important thing in common, they were crazy about each other" was said. it got me thinking that this is sort of like how we are. maybe, i don't know yet. we don't agree on much, lately we have been fighting alot and you sure as hell challenge me everyday. i've always sort of said to myself "if someone doesn't make you happy, then why are they in my life?" you make me happy, but then you don't. you make me cry but then you can make me smile harder than i thought was possible. this morning you made me giggle and smile and had me convinced that my day was going to be spectacular. instead i sat on my bus going home wiping the tears away. we're okay for now, i hate being treated like shit; but not as much as i hate myself for loving someone who treats me the way you do. i still can't help but think the world of you.
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