why you.

i can't get over the fact that i told you so many personal things about me, i can't get over the fact that i actually told you anything. but the one thing that's really ticked me off? is how you promised me you wouldn't breathe a word of the incredibly personal things i told you and how you told me that i shouldn't think that every guy out there is out to hurt me just because one of them did. there was two sides battling in my mind when you said this: "like you would fucking know." and "i understand, i know i shouldn't think like this." but the thing that's absolutely hilarious yet heart breaking is that you told me all these things and then you went and spread things about me to people that didn't need to know and you told my boyfriend about my family problems, my illness when i was younger and who knows what else. who knows who else you've told. considering how many people tried to break you and i up you continue to try and do the same as they did. you actually have the guts to talk about me and then you compare the things i said to you, to him. "did she ever say this to you, yeah well i bet she never told you this" how could you do that? what did you honestly think was going to happen? he would leave me and i'd go running back to you? i wouldn't go back to you or speak a word to you if you were the last fucking person in this fucked up place you're a fucking disgusting, good for nothing cunt. i never told anyone about your things, i expected you to do the same. a fucking easy promise.