fuck you.

i don't need to know because i'm not your girlfriend? well i could have been, i could have been the best thing you ever had. you're not going to bother with her anymore? well that's decent of you to say after you've stuck your tongue down her throat, and her to you and who knows what else. it was just a kiss? oh fuck off, no kiss is ever "just a kiss." i bet if people hadn't told me, you wouldn't have even thought twice about how i would have felt if i found out. i give you mixed signals? sorry, i didn't know that sitting with you in class and trying to make conversation and sending you music was mixed signals. honestly i really fucking liked you and everyone fucking saw it. if you ask me, kissing me at parties and then ignoring me the next week only to kiss me again the next weekend is a mixed signal. if you ask me, telling me how much you really like me and then making out with some mutt is a mixed signal. if you fucking ask me, sleeping in my bed and having you insist i sleep in your arms and then saying how you would rather some other ugly bitch IS A FUCKING MIXED SIGNAL. fuck i'm sick of guys, i'm sick of making an effort when all i get is this. all i can say is, it's your loss.