i can't breathe. i don't know why i looked on through your facebook messages. why did i do that. oh god why. i'm shaking, i feel so cold. you've ripped my heart out again. i can't even feel it anymore. i can't feel anything. all i want to do is stop. i don't want to show up to school again. i can't ever see you again. i couldn't even look at the rest. i just saw my name and stopped. i can't stop shaking.