i'll be honest, i was embaressed of you. i only wanted you around when no one else was. i only slept with you because i didn't want you to be mad with me. i stuck around for so long because i loved you so much that i believed you could change. i'm was ashamed of you. i didn't like introducing you to people because you because i was embaressed. you're a terrible person and there isn't one person on this entire earth that i hate more. you need help, you're sick and twisted and fucked up. you ruined ounce of hope i had for anything, i had to pick myself up and put myself together and change myself without you which was incredibly difficult. i hate you because i loved you so much. i'm glad you're out of my life, you were never good for me. so while i'm at college next year, have fun with all the people you've lost and have fun with your year ten certificate that you won't recieve. i'll be at a new school, with new people, new friends, and hopefully a new someone in my life. you were a waste of time, and yes you were a mistake. who ever is reading this is probably thinking i'm a disgusting person for saying those things, but there's no one i would ever say this about other than him. i'll be honest one more time, i have no idea where you are. i don't know if you're dead, i don't know if you've left this town, i don't know if you're still a five minute walk away and in all honesty i don't what to know.