the only thing i can get from this anymore is the good times and the love we shared. we had an amazing year together, we had our fair share of ups and downs but it was amazing regardless. we were in love, we were crazy for eachother. i've learnt many things from this, and one of them is that people can love eachother, but sometimes that isn't enough and even thought two people want to be together doesn't mean they can be. after we broke up you told me that i should be careful with who i put myself around because a lot of guys are bad, i guess neither of us knew that one of those bad guys were you. i can't remember the exact feeling but i know you loved me, i know there was a time when we were those kids in the movies you see who fall for eachother and spend the summer together. some days i think i'm invincible, some days i'm so scared without you. i constantly feel like something is missing. i'm so stupid to even still feel like this. it was my decision to get you out of my life, and i'm not saying i want you back. all i'm saying is that i wish it hadn't ended up like this, i wish you could have kept your promises. i need to stop remembering the negatives and remember the positives, there were plenty. you were everything i could have ever asked for and more, you were perfect and i'm sorry i was so scared to tell you how i really felt. i have to be thankful that i atleast had someone like you. i have to be thankful that i got to get to know you, that i got to love you and that i got to share so much with you. but i have to move on, i have to let you go because this is just killing me.