I haven't felt this nice is long time. I've forgotten what this feels like. I used to always open up my window when I was feeling like shit at night, because that's when the best kind of breeze would fly through. I would stick my head out my window, and I could forget about all the crazy shit that would be going on down stairs. I don't know why, but it was such a beautiful feeling and I don't know why I haven't done this in so long. I think I've been hiding myself away. I don't want to do that anymore. I am a good person and I deserve love and respect in every form, and I won't stop trying until I get it.