When I first met you I thought nothing of it. I was in a mind set where I was sure I wouldn't be with someone for awhile. When we first started talking I thought, wow, you are brilliant. Then when we hung out for the first time and gradually spent more time either together or texting or messaging and getting to know eachother I thought, wow, you are everything I've been looking for in someone. I don't want this post to be about yet another depressing break up because even though towards the end of our relationship you let me down, that was news to me because the rest of you and I were so perfect. We weren't together for a long time but I knew you were special. I don't regret you or anything like that. I'm so happy I met you and I'm so happy you gave me a few months of pure happiness. I've tried to think of your faults lately to stop myself from knowing that I've lost someone who was perfect for me but you really had none except for your big mouth, which was what broke us apart. And you know what, I do deserve better. Not someone else, but from you. I have no sympathy towards you. I thought you were different and maybe you still are but for now you're being a coward. I know I had more to give, I had so many plans for us, and I'm not sorry for anything.