for the only class i have with you, the only complete hour i get with you a day was full of you texting some other girl that you've had history with. i'm sorry but what else am i supposed to think? i really wanted to spend this weekend with you and all of my friends making me laugh because i know if i don't i'm going to be stuck at home crying. but you just keep bringing me high and bringing me low, you keep giving me this lump in the back of my throat, you keep making my eyes water and you keep making me feel worthless. you've made this week fucking impossible for me. i went up to english, with it being the one class i struggle to go to, watched the end of our movie for film studies and it had the song that was at my grandma's funeral. i just thought 'this is fucking great, running out of english crying, again.' but you know what? i didn't. i kept my mind off things and tried to smile and tried to laugh, because i feel stupid for crying over boys. but you, i really want you. i really like you and i am falling for you. i've wrapped myself around you, emotionally of course and the only thing i thought would make this better? was if i just put up with you and the bad things about you. i can keep you if i just put up with things that make me cry.