the idea of performing infront of thousands of people seems terribly exciting to me. the idea of people singing back lyrics of my own, lyrics about my emotions and things i've been through almost makes me want to cry. seeing people drenched in sweat, exhausted but still moving to my music, it makes me want to walk out my front door right now and find anyone i can to make some music with. the sad thing is? i can't even play in front of my music class. i've never had guitar lessons, i don't know if i can sing (even though it's something i love doing) and i can't even get up for three minutes to do a presentation or a speech in class. i want to change peoples lives.