i do, i do care. i care too much, but i don't want anyone to notice it. i don't want anyone to know how weak i can get. when i hear what someone says about me i take it like a bullet to the head. i want people to know i'm strong, that i've gone through enough to teach me that what other people say about me don't hurt. but i'm not going to change for anyone, and this probably makes no sense.