i hope you're emabressed, i hope you're scared, i hope you're upset. i hope you remember everything you said to me. i hope you tell me you're sorry and you thank me for telling them to call an ambulance even though you were fine. i hope you can still remember the wobble in my voice as i asked you repeatedly if you had done something to yourself. i have no doubt that tomorrow i will be crying at school, again, because of you.