it really fucking sucks when one of the people you thought you could always depend on you, goes behind your back. it really fucking sucks when you put your heart and soul into one person, and all they do is shit on it. it really fucking sucks when one of the people who you thought would never judge you, who you thought it was okay to be your complete self around, tells people the things you've done and says 'i was trying to hard not to laugh.' i froze right then and there when she said those words to me, i thought that she was probably lieing or joking. it really fucking sucks that she wasn't. it really fucking sucks when you realise that everything you once believed in turns to shit. it really fucking sucks when you think you can trust someone, but they go and talk shit about you. it's like a slap in the face, i thought i meant more to you than this.