you can't yell at me, call me names, say hurtful things about and to me, you can't treat me the way you have the past year, and still expect me to hang around. i can't believe that i have stuck around this long. don't you get it? if anyone, treated me the way you do they would be out of my life in a fucking heart beat. i have given you more chances than i can remember, and all you do is fuck it up or abuse them. i don't know why i've let you walk all over me. i really don't think i can bottle this all up for much longer. my parents don't get it, all my friends say "he's a dickhead, just forget about it." do you think i haven't already tried fucking doing that? do you think it's just that easy? try falling in love with someone, sharing your fears and joys with them, sharing nearlly everything with them, losing your virginity to them, try going through hell and back with their hand still tangled in yours, just fucking try it and see how easy it is to just forget.