i keep on thinking, that you were this amazingly perfect boy. you made me happy, you made me feel beautiful and you made me feel like i wasn't alone. but you also complicated my life to the point where i could not stand you and i had to break up with you. i did it for me - that may be selfish, but i think i am allowed to be selfish this time. everything was simple when i just ignored my feelings and kept pretending that you were that amazingly perfect boy, but i couldn't keep that act up forever?